Rabu, 22 Desember 2010


I thought we were on the way. Then one day you changed. You just started to drift away. Suddenly, I saw you with a different girl. Being all sweet with her. My heart just exploded. I don’t know what to do. My world just shattered into pieces. I stood there, looking at you two. Then, you saw me, my tears falling like there was no tomorrow. YOU DID NOTHING. NOT A SINGLE THING TO STOP THOSE TEARS. You just looked at her again and cuddled her.

Jumat, 17 Desember 2010


When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I die. When you said always, you meant until you couldn’t handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until the end of time. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you before.

Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010

Doesn't mean

Just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say.
Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything is okay.
Just because I forgive, doesn’t mean I forget.
Just because I don’t listen to your problems, doesn’t mean I don’t care.
Just because I’m gullible, doesn’t mean I can be cheated.
Just because I’m stubborn, doesn’t mean I’m not easy going.
Just because I don’t study, doesn’t mean I’m stupid.
Just because I don’t show my feelings, doesn’t mean I don’t have any.
Just because I’m honest, doesn’t mean I’m outspoken.
Just becuase I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird.
Just because I’m unsure, doesn’t mean I’m afraid.
Just because I don’t like you, doesn’t mean I don’t love you.

Kamis, 09 Desember 2010

Not my fault

I’m in pain, not my fault.

I’m heartbroken, not my fault.
I’m depressed, not my fault.
I fell too hard and got hurt, not my fault.
All I did was love you and got back misery, not my fault.
But the one thing that was my fault, was loving you.

Sabtu, 04 Desember 2010


Got this from @pwgdochi and he got this from gaynard rahardja, and it's credible, so here goes..

99 facts about guys
bold on the "this guy" facts

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys love flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships

Kamis, 02 Desember 2010


I'm big fans of paramore! who's with me? RIOT! :)

Paramore - My heart

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

Kamis, 18 November 2010


You will never be him. No matter how much I want you to be. I can never love you like I love him. You and I will NEVER be what him and I once were. I love Aryo Prasetyo :) -Devina Antary



Rabu, 03 November 2010




I hate you.

Hate you too much

I hate you.

I hate what you did to me.

I hate that you caused me to feel this way.

I hate that I have to think about you all day.

I hate that I love you.

I hate that you don’t love me.

I hate that you’re gone.

I hate how you said you wanted to spend forever with me.

I hate how you left.

I hate that you won’t talk to me.

I hate how you’re happy with her.

Most of all, I hate that you’re in love with someone else, and I’m still stuck here picking up the pieces.

I love being crazy.



"Hate can be a love, and love could be hate"

Be careful with my heart because If you gonna break my heart,
I'm gonna break something of yours!

I love you
Let me show you, how I really do!

What About Love
I've been lonely
I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending and that's all I can do
The love I'm sending
Ain't making it through to your heart
You've been hiding - never letting it show
Always trying to keep it under control
You got it down and you're well
On the way to the top
But there's something that you forgot
What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you
You might need it some day
I can't tell you what you're feeling inside
I can't sell you what you don't want to buy

Something's missing and you got to
Look back on your life
You know something here just ain't right
What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you
What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you

I love them♥

I love my bitches

BonitaSthepanie♥Ajeng♥Meuth♥Fesya♥Windy and etc


I miss you

Me and you together forever...


I love letter A

Kamis, 21 Oktober 2010

Stop criticizing other people’s secrets.
It doesn’t matter if you have it worse.
These people are still going through pain, and it doesn’t make it any less important if you’re problem seems worse.

From tumblr

I am waiting for him to love me back. This is the first time I have ever done this to a guy.

I wish he knew that i’m already tired.
I wish he knew that i tried to forget about him, before his birthday arrives. I wish he knew that I was not successful.
I wish he knew that i sacrificed a lot for him, which includes “pushing away” the guy who loved me for 3 years.
I wish he knew that i’m desperately waiting for him to pick me, instead of her.
I wish he knew that i’m afraid — afraid that all the conversations we had, and all the looks we shared everyday will just be put to waste.
I wish he knew that i planned to distance myself away from him.
I wish he would stop playing with my heart.
I wish he would stop making me feel like a fool.

I wish I would stop believing in all his lies.
I wish I would stop acting like a fool for him.

I lied when I said I was over you. I miss you so badly and It kills me to see you with her. You’re the only person I’ve ever loved.

You and her

I try and get myself to believe that hearing things about you and “her” does not hurt, but it does. I don’t regret my choices, but why do I still miss you? The best thing for me to do is move on, that’s what I wanted from the start, was to move on. I’m trying my best.. Fuck You

Jumat, 01 Oktober 2010

You :')

Aryo Prasetyo :*

Hey dear, I just wanna make you realized.... you must know!

-No one ever saw me like you do

-No one ever love me like you do

-No one ever miss me like you do

-I will never find, another you

-You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be :')

- I love your warm hug

- How much I need you in my life

- How precious you're in my life

I love you, so much. Don't leave me please, I really love you, and
never wanna let you go :')





" I've left you. biggest mistake of my life. Now I want you and you with someone else. I miss the talks that we had."

" No matter how badly your heart is broken, the world does not stop for your grief."

"I have been heart broken. You can't breathe, your eyes are pouring a thousand tears a second and you can't foresee going on with love because you never want to feel this way again. But then you have to look in the mirror and say 'Shut up, eat some ice cream, be by yourself for a while and think about who you are and who you want to be - then, go out and find someone compatible.' A broken heart feels like the worst thing in the whole world, but it really helps you decide what you want and don't want. You learn a lot from a broken heart."

" Of course you're gonna get your heart broken. And it isn't just gonna happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle the pain even better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you to do it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it will all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again."

Senin, 20 September 2010

Life is beautiful - Vega4

Life is beautiful
We live until we die

When you run into my arms,
We steal a perfect moment.
Let the monsters see you smile,
Let them see you smilling.

Do I hold you too tightly?
When will the hurt kick in?

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated.
We barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Yeah, life is beautiful.
Our hearts, they beat and break.

When you run away from harm,
Will you run back into my arms,
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?

I will hold you tightly
When the hurting kicks in.

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated,
we barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Stand where you are.
We let all these moments pass us by.
It's amazing where I'm standing,
There's alot that we can give.
This is ours just for the moment,
There's alot that we can give.

Aryo Prasetyo

Hey you!
Yes you!
Yes you, Aryo Prasetyo :D


Thank's! I love you! :p

Rabu, 18 Agustus 2010

Muhammad Arif Rahman ♥


Thanks boneka teddy bearnya, thanks bunga mawarnya hihi. Mudah-mudahan langgeng ya kita, amin.

I love you Akong (Muhammad Arif Rahman)
Longlast :)

Minggu, 01 Agustus 2010

Wtf? Keong racun

Dasar kau keong racun
Baru kenal eh ngajak tidur
Ngomong nggak sopan santun
Kau anggap aku ayam kampung
Kau rayu diriku
Kau goda diriku
Kau colek diriku
Eh ku takut sekali
tanpa basa basi kau ngajak happy happy
Eh kau tak tahu malu
Tanpa basa basi kau ngajak happy happy

Mulut kumat kemot
Matanya melotot
Lihat body semok
Pikiranmu jorok
Mentang-mentang kau kaya
Aku dianggap jablay
Dasar koboy kucai
Ngajak check-in dan santai
Sorry sorry sorry jack
Jangan remehkan aku
Sorry sorry sorry bang
Ku bukan cewek murahan

Do you think that's a good song? Hell-o wake up!!!! -_-

August wish

Can I have this baby?? :)

Sabtu, 31 Juli 2010

Happy sunday

Makeover YOU!

Saatnya head to toe makeover supaya makin cantik Luar-Dalam :)

Otak : How?

♥ Think smarter & more creative
♥ Exercise your brain
♥ Go away, bad thoughts!
♥ No time for GOSSIP! ;)

Tangan : How?

- Down to earth
- Help signal
- Share your happiness

Hati : How?

* Tell what you feel
* Use your feeling
*Clean your heart

Kaki : How?

# Find your passion
# Set your goal